Today we took my mom to get her chemo pack unhooked. She is terribly weak and is now having a hard time standing up from a sitting position. Her ankles are swollen and now she's gotta go to her primary doctor tomorrow to see about going on a water pill. I swear...every day is something new to worry about. WHEN ARE THINGS GOING TO GET BETTER? WHEN??????? I can't take it. My nerves can't handle it. I'm getting so frustrated with her because she isn't eating or moving around as much as she should. We start arguing and end up both getting upset. She says she's trying but I don't think she is trying as hard as she can.
I have found a place called "The Gathering Place"..a caring community for those touched by cancer. They have a campus about 1o minutes away in Beachwood and have all kinds of free support groups and other classes with reiki, yoga, massage therapy, healing chimes and lots of other groups. I think this is exactly the type of place I have been looking for. I hope I can find free time to go. I need it. I need help. I don't want to go alone....but I guess I need to.
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