Today was a bad day...and for no apparent reason. I have been in tears all day. I am worried about my dad, worried about my finances, worried about my brother & sister-n-law and the troubles they are having. I can't go a day without worrying about something. Its taking a toll on me. I'm just tired. I'm tired, but afraid to stop moving. I have been working my butt off and have swollen feet to prove it.
My sister-n-law called me today to ask me if there was anything we could make for the shower that my mom loved, or would have made. So now on top of eveything else...I have to attempt to make my moms chocolate covered cherry cookies. I've never made them before. I hope I can make her proud and do a good job. Maybe someone will help me.
I am sitting on my front porch with a few candles lit. Feeling the cool breeze, and listening to the wind chimes I bought in honor of my mom. They have the lyrics to Amazing Grace imprinted on each chime. I love them. Ugh...now the beautiful sounds of the chimes are ruined by the obnoxious sounds of the neighbor I hate coming home. So much for that.
I feel a bit more at peace than I did earlier today. Of course that could all change by tomorrow.
Me & Mom
About Me
- Sandra
- I'm 37 years old, single and hoping that one day someone, somewhere will figure out that I'm a great catch! I'm honest, caring, passionate and generous. Sometimes I'm too generous. I love animals and have adopted three beautiful little cats who would otherwise be homeless. I love my family. I have recently come to find out that my time with my mother is going may be limited. I am completely heartbroken at the thought of loosing her. The recent events with my mother are the reason for starting this blog. I have some serious issues with faith and prayer and why bad things happen to good people.
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