I slept over my parents house last night because I am so paranoid that my dad will have a seizure if I am not there. As I was about to leave...the doctor called with some very heartbreaking news. He has not gotten the results of her catscan yet but based on her condition he thinks that the cancer is probably spreading. We don't have many options left at this point and he has said the dreaded "hospice" word.
I cannot imagine my life without my mom. I truly can't. I want to die myself right now. I know life must go on...but I don't know how I'll be able to. My mom is like my best friend. I feel so alone in this world as it is...when she leaves me..........I will be lost. I don't know if she will die tomorrow or next week or in 6 months...I know she is dying. I am dying too.
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I'm praying real hard for you, your mom and your family, Sandra!! Your mom is still alive, Sweetie, try, try, try with all your strenght to continue living her life with her! I'm here for you if you need anything!
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