Monday, April 27, 2009

Is today over yet?

I have been a disaster today. I can't stop crying. I can't stand seeing my mom suffer. It is killing me.

In the past few days I have found out that a former boyfriend (well....we dated briefly) has since got married. Another one got divorced and is already dating someone else and is "in love". WTF is wrong with me? I think God has it in for me or something. I think I am destined to be alone and miserable.

My former neighbors will be happy to know that I finally met my new neighbor. I talked to her for about a half hour yestreday. I learned that she lost her mom five years ago. Her mom developed brain tumors. They weren't cancerous but spread like cancer. As much as I love Faith and Frank (my old neighbors)...maybe I was meant to meet Erica. She can relate to what I am going through. And...she has cats. we have things in common.

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